When I was in 8th grade, I had to choose a country to report on to my class. I chose the country of Austria because it was the country I wanted to visit most in the world! I remember showing clips from the "Sound of Music" and bringing pastries and cheese for the class to sample. Oh I hoped someday I would be able to visit the country where the hills were alive!
Back in October Dallan's co workers in the athletic department asked if Dallan and I could accompany the BYU Cougarettes on an international competition in Prague and Vienna! The trip was scheduled for July. They were aware that it was difficult for us to leave Caleb and were hoping that by giving us enough notice we could arrange some nursing for him so we would be able to go. To say were were thrilled to have that opportunity is an understatement.
However, as I really started to think about it, I was very conflicted inside. Dallan and I had never both been away from Caleb at the same time, and I was nervous about being so far away from him. I was terrified something might happen while we were gone. I started toying with the idea of joining Dallan for a couple of days but even that didn't feel right. By the time February came we still hadn't firmly committed. Little did we know how much our lives would change. After Caleb died, going to Austria was the furthest thing from our minds. However the time came to commit to the trip... and we did.I cried the whole way to the passport office.
A couple of weeks ago we returned from the trip of a life time time. Prague was amazing and Austria was everything I imagined. While on our trip a phrase from the hymn "Dearest Children God is Near You" kept going through my mind. And (God) delights to own and bless you...
Back in October we didn't know how different our lives would be in July.
God did.
No one in the Athletic department knew that this was the place I wanted to visit most in the world.
God did.
We didn't know how each one of the girls we traveled with would touch our hearts.
God did.
He delighted our hearts with a blessing that was beyond what we could have ever imagined for ourselves.
(And guess what, hills really are alive!)
(Warning: Lots of pictures to come:)